The following is Woojin’s original letter to Dr. Sarno written in Korean, his native language. An English translation of his letter is below it.
์๋
ํ์ธ์
์กด ์ฌ๋
ธ ๋ฐ์ฌ๋!
์ ๋ ํ๊ตญ์์ ๋ ์์ด๋ฅผ ๋, ํ์์ฌ์
๋๋ค.
2012๋
๊ฒจ์ธ ๋ฌด๋ ต๋ถํฐ ์ํ๊ธฐ ์์ํ ํ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ, 2013๋
5์๊ฒฝ๋ถํฐ ์ฌํ๊ฒ ์ํ์ง๊ธฐ ์์ํ์ต๋๋ค. ๋ณ์์ ๊ฐ์ ์ง๋จ์ ํ๋, ํ๋ฆฌ ๋์คํฌ๋ผ๊ณ ํ์์ต๋๋ค. ์ง์
์ด ํ์์ฌ๋ผ, ์น๊ตฌ,์ ๋ฐฐ๋ค ํ์์ ๋ค๋๋ฉฐ ์นจ๊ณผ ํ์ฝ์ผ๋ก ์น๋ฃ๋ ํด๋ณด๊ณ , ์๋ฐฉ๋ณ์ ์น๋ฃ๋ ์ฌ๋ฌ ๋ฐฉ๋ฉด์ผ๋ก ํด ๋ดค์ผ๋ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ ํฐ ํจ๊ณผ๋ฅผ ๋ณด์ง ๋ชปํ์ต๋๋ค.
์ฌ๋ฆ์๋ ๊ฐ๋ฒผ์ด ์๋ชธ์ผ์ผํค๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ํ๋ค๊ฐ ํ์ถ๋ถ์(๋ฑํ๋ฆฌ)์์ “๋ป”ํ๋ ์๋ฆฌ์ ํจ๊ป ์จ์ฌ๊ธฐ ํ๋ค์ ๋๋ก ๊ณ ํต์ค๋ฌ์ ์ต๋๋ค. ์ด๋๋ถํฐ ๊ณ ํต์ ์์์ด์๋๊ฑฐ ๊ฐ์ต๋๋ค. ์ดํ ๊ฒฝ์ถ๋ถ(๋ชฉ) ํต์ฆ๋ ์๋ก ์๊ธฐ๋, ํ๊ฟ์น, ์๋ชฉ, ๋ฌด๋ฆ, ๋ฐ๋ชฉ ๋ฑ, ๋ชธ์ ํฐ๊ด์ ๋ค์ ๋ค ๊ณ ์ฅ์ด ๋ ๋ฏ ํต์ฆ์ด ์ฌํ์ต๋๋ค. 2013๋
11์ ๊ฒฝ๋ถํฐ๋ ํต์ฆ์ด ๋ ์ฌํด์ ธ ์ง์์ ๊ผผ์ง์์ด ๋์์๊ธฐ๋ ํ์ต๋๋ค. ์ ์๊ธฐ๋ ํ๋ค์๋๋ฐ, ๋น์์๋ ํ๋ฃจ์ ์๋์ฐจ๋ก ์ง์ ๊ณต์ ์ฐ์ฑ
์ ๋๋ง ํ์ต๋๋ค. ๊ทธ ๋ฌด๋ ต ๋์งธ ๋ธ๋ ํ์ด๋ฌ์ง๋ง, ์์ด ์๊ธฐ๋ ํ๋ค์ด์ ๋๋ฌด ๊ดด๋ก์ ์ต๋๋ค. ๋ณ์ ๊ฒ์ฌ๋ ๋ช ๋ฒ ๋ ํ์ต๋๋ค. ์ฆ์์ ์์์ด ๊ฐ์ง์ฑ์ฒ์ถ์ผ(ankylosing spondylitis, bamboo spine)์ด ์์ฌ์ค๋ฌ์ ๋๋ฒ์ด๋ ๊ฒ์ฌ๋ฅผ ํด๋ดค์ผ๋, ์๋๋ผ๊ณ ์ง๋จ๋ฐ์์ต๋๋ค. ํต์ฆ์ ์ฌํ๋ฐ, ์ง๋จ์ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ ์ฌ๊ฐํด ๋ณด์ด์ง ์๋๋ค๋ ์๊ธฐ๋ง ๋ค์์ต๋๋ค. ๊ทธ๋ ๊ฒ ๊ฒจ์ธ์ ์ง๋ด๋ฉด์ ๋จ์ง ์ฌํ์ด๋ผ๊ณ ๋ ๊ณต์ ์ฐ์ฑ
๋ง ํ์ต๋๋ค.
ํฌ๊ฒ ์ฐจ๋๋ฅผ ๋ณด์ด์ง ์์, ๊ต์ฅํ ์ค๋ง๊ฐ๊ณผ ์ฐ์ธ๊ฐ, ๊ฐ์กฑ๋ค์๊ฒ ๋ฏธ์ํจ์ผ๋ก ํ๋ค์์ต๋๋ค. ๊ฒ๋ค๊ฐ ๋ ์ฌํด์ง ๊ฒ ๊ฐ์ ๊ณตํฌ๊ฐ๋ ์ปธ์ฃ .
์ด๋ ๋ , ์น๊ตฌ๊ฐ ์ฝ์ด๋ณด๋ผ๊ณ ์ ๋ฌผํด์ค ์ฌ๋
ธ ๋ฐ์ฌ๋์ ์ฑ
, “The divided mind” ๋ฅผ ์ฝ๊ฒ ๋์์ต๋๋ค.
TMS๋ผ๋ ์๊ฐ์ง๋จ์ ๋ด๋ฆฌ๊ณ , ์ฑ
์ ์ฝ๊ณ ๊ฑท๊ธฐ ์์ํ๋๋ฐ, ์ ๋ง ๋๋๋งํผ ํต์ฆ์ด ์ค์ด๋ค์์ต๋๋ค. ๊ฑท๊ธฐ๋ ์์ํด์ก์ต๋๋ค. ๋๋ฌด ๋๋ผ์์ ์ฑ
์ ๊ผผ๊ผผ์ด ์ ๋
ํ์ต๋๋ค. ๊ทธ ์ดํ, ๊ฑท๋ ์๊ฐ๊ณผ ๊ฐ๋๋ฅผ ๋๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์์ต๋๋ค.
“reservoir of rage”์ ๊ฐ๋
์ ๋ฐ์๋ค์ด๋ ๊ฒ๋ง์ผ๋ก๋ ํต์ฆ์ด ๋ง์ด ์ค์ด ๋๋ฌด ๋๋์ต๋๋ค.
2014๋
4์ 2์ผ์ด ์ ์ธ์์ ํฐ๋ํฌ์ธํธ ๋ ์
๋๋ค. ์ด์ ํฌ๋ง์ด ์๊ธฐ๊ณ ์ฆ๊ฒ์ต๋๋ค.
๋น๋ก ๋ฉ๋ฆฌ ํ๊ตญ์์ ํธ์ง๋ฅผ ์ฐ์ง๋ง, ์ฌ๋
ธ ๋ฐ์ฌ๋๊ป ๋ฌดํํ ๊ฐ์ฌ์ ์กด๊ฒฝ์ ๋๋ฆฝ๋๋ค.
๋๋๋ค ๊ฐ์กฑ์ด ๋ณผํฐ๋ชจ์ด ์ด๊ณ ์์ด์, ์ง๊ธ ํ ์๋ฒ์ง, ํ ๋จธ๋, ์ ์๋ค ์
์ด ์ฌํ์ ๊ฐ์ต๋๋ค. ๊ทธ ๊ณณ์์ ์ ๋ถ๋ชจ๋๊ณผ ์๋ค, ๋๋๋ค ๊ฐ์กฑ๋ ์ฌ๋
ธ ๋ฐ์ฌ๋๊ป ๊ฐ์ฌํด ํ๊ณ ์์ต๋๋ค.
๋ฏธ๊ตญ์ ๊ฐ๊ฒ ๋๋ค๋ฉด, ๊ผญ ๋ฐ์ฌ๋์ ๋ต๊ณ ์ธ์ฌ๋๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์ถ์ต๋๋ค. ํ๋ณตํ๊ณ ๊ฑด๊ฐํ๊ฒ ์ฌ์๊ธธ ๊ธฐ๋ํฉ๋๋ค.
2014๋
4์
ํ๊ตญ์์ ์ต์ฐ์ง ๋๋ฆผ (woojin choi)
The following is the English translation of Woojin’s letter to Dr. Sarno.
Dear Dr. John Sarno,
I am a herbalist/oriental physician in Korea and the father of two small children.
I started having back pain since Winter 2012, and it grew severely from May 2013. My doctor said itโs a disc herniation. Since Iโm a physician of oriental medicine, I went to numerous famous acupuncturist and herbalist but did not see much improvement.
In Summer 2013, I heard a breaking sound in my upper back (thoracic area) while doing sit-ups, and a literally โbreathtakingโ pain started. I think this was the beginning. The pain appeared in neck, elbows, wrists, knees, ankles as if all the important joints are all broken. I could not even move but just stayed home because of the pain since November 2013. The pain was so severe that it was hard to even stand still. I could barely walk around my house for short 3-4 times a day. My daughterโthe second childโwas born around that time, but I could not even hold her in my arms because of the pain. I had several more medical inspections. The symptoms were similar to ankylosing spondylitis, and I went through a complete medical examination for it twice. The results were, however, negative. I was only heard that the results do not show anything significant although the pain is severe. I could only do some promenade around my house for a rehabilitation that winter.
As there was no improvement, I was very disappointed, depressed, and sorry for my family. And the fearโwhat should I do if the pain grew more and more?โwas enormous.
One day, my friend bought me your book โThe Divided Mind.โ I diagnosed myself as having TMS. I started walking right after finishing your book. Gosh, the pain was significantly less. I could walk easily. It was really surprising, so I read your book with care again and again. I am increasing the walking time and distance little by little.
I was very surprised that the pain decreased much just by accepting the concept of โreservoir of rage.โ
April 2, 2014 is the turning point of my life. I now have hope and am ready to enjoy my life.
I can only send you this letter at the other side of the globe, but I give you sincere thanks and respect.
My parents and my son are visiting my sisterโs family in Baltimore now, and they thank you very much for your work and how it helped me.
If I have a chance to go to the States later, I really want to meet you in person. I pray you stay happy and healthy.
Best regards,
Woojin Choi